The Shot Heard 'Round The World'

It was a tiring night bitch .

She Makes Me Feel Like Shit , Yet She's Everything I Ask for .

Cameron Highlands 2008 , I was that thin =O

I'm currently missing alot of people , Really wondered why they ever left so many of them =C
I can't stand you but at the same time I really like you. Amazing isn't it ? You just ask for attention and there you have it , amazingly.
However ,I'd rather not get into it.
Besides this , it's really weird that I'm being so studious .
I feel like a nerd , but I'm not complaining .
Well instead of ending this with a sad tone to it,
OMG Undisclosed Desires by Muse is the BOMB C=

They are the desperate,the hungry, and the cold.

The more I look into the news, the more it FCKS with my mood .
It's not nice to frequently seeing people suffering .
Please put something on that'll cheer us up that includes Barney the Purple Dino being canceled .
Please , that damn purple pedophile is getting more annoying these days ,
A random thing , I had a dream , it was so nice ! I saved the human race and all the living things on earth! the only bad part was I saved it from Freaking Hot Dog Buns and I fought them of with mustard sauce . WTF

Care to Clarify ?

I first I thought that this year wasn't going to turn out so bad , yet , I had a feeling that something would probably kill it .
Today , that happened . Yes it's true I care about you , I'm guessing that either you're to STUPID to figure that out , or you just want to play around with you're own feelings to get peoples attention
I hate it now . You've made me feel happy at times , but there are times you just piss me off .
Honestly , people that care for you won't mind if what you're upset with brings them down too , if they're annoyed by that fact they wouldn't care in the first place .
I wouldn't mind taking a bullet for my friends , thats just the way things are .
The fact that you can't stop feeing sad is because you keep FKING ignoring people that care .
They sincerely ask you about you're problems , but you just say its nothing .
I hope that adding profanity into my sentences made it clear to you .
I'm still open to talk to , but from now I'll just be a optimistic pessimist .

Double mint , Blows my mind !

This is my sisters MOCKTAIL , It freaking sucks . Seriously .
First day of school was okay, Robin , me and Vincent talked about Singapore nightlife and its transvestites . Funny as hell .
=D I feel much better with chewing gum now .

I feel relieved .

I want these kind of bottles !!
So Damn Cute !
I want to collect them from today onwards =D

I'm a Desperate Cry for Help .

I feel so bloody frustrated now , can anyone hear me ?
The truth is they can , only some will lend a hand not many of them will even take note .
I'm really confused and lost , no matter how hard I try to forget I keep thinking about it.
I keep telling myself that its better this way , but I can't let go .
Fine maybe I can , for a few hours , but then you jump back into my life , what the fuck for ?
Maybe its more to that, I realised now that I'm not pretending and I really care,
but to what extent ?
Then again , I'm really confused and frustrated , so many things have been pulling me down lately .
The last time I had fun was probably 2 weeks ago , still it doesn't suffice .
What the fuck do you want me to say ?
I'm really fed up with the way things are, I keep having dreams now , these DREAMS bring me back to this shithole of a situation .
I fucking hate it , I guess its just the way I'm telling myself that , I can never forget .
It might seem pathetic that I blog about this problems and what not , I agree it is .
but letting loose by blogging really relieves me , Not much but any amount will FUCKING make me feel better .
Thanks for being so Sucky 2010 . You're my new hero . Bitch .