Care to Clarify ?

I first I thought that this year wasn't going to turn out so bad , yet , I had a feeling that something would probably kill it .
Today , that happened . Yes it's true I care about you , I'm guessing that either you're to STUPID to figure that out , or you just want to play around with you're own feelings to get peoples attention
I hate it now . You've made me feel happy at times , but there are times you just piss me off .
Honestly , people that care for you won't mind if what you're upset with brings them down too , if they're annoyed by that fact they wouldn't care in the first place .
I wouldn't mind taking a bullet for my friends , thats just the way things are .
The fact that you can't stop feeing sad is because you keep FKING ignoring people that care .
They sincerely ask you about you're problems , but you just say its nothing .
I hope that adding profanity into my sentences made it clear to you .
I'm still open to talk to , but from now I'll just be a optimistic pessimist .